HOLIDAYS

One year has passed. I've spent almost a year here in JC. Have I learnt much? Not in my opinion, no. In fact, to be totally honest, I think I have regressed, be it in my grasp of the English language, or my History skills and knowledge. Nowadays I think I get even more confused every time my History teacher teaches us something. Sigh. Not even my social skills have been spared. I think I'm even more a recluse this year than last, and I was very anti-social last year... So yeah, my life is pretty boring since I don't have much close friends here.

On a brighter note, at least my CCA mates aren't all that bad. I've got a position in my Exco, and although I'm regretting not running for a better position that I know I would have gotten if I had run for it, at least I'm comfortable in my position. It's nothing new though, so I won't have much to learn from it.

My academics are horrible. I'm promoted, but just barely. And I can keep my 4 H2s, but again, just barely. I still can't believe I scored that badly. I really have to buck up like shit next year. But, I don't think I have enough time to. Sigh. Ahwells, what can I do but wish for the best?

Lastly, I am really really really thankful for God's providence for me. It's actually a miracle I actually managed to pass most of my subjects because I really didn't study much for them. In all honesty, I don't think I deserve to be promoted. But since God wants me to, I will not disappoint Him. 

Father, I pray for strength and perseverance to carry me through the next year. I pray Lord that I will not let You down but will bring glory to Your name, to praise You in all that I do. Father, I pray for Your strength to lead me through everything and for me to be determined in everything I do.