HOLIDAYS

One year has passed. I've spent almost a year here in JC. Have I learnt much? Not in my opinion, no. In fact, to be totally honest, I think I have regressed, be it in my grasp of the English language, or my History skills and knowledge. Nowadays I think I get even more confused every time my History teacher teaches us something. Sigh. Not even my social skills have been spared. I think I'm even more a recluse this year than last, and I was very anti-social last year... So yeah, my life is pretty boring since I don't have much close friends here.

On a brighter note, at least my CCA mates aren't all that bad. I've got a position in my Exco, and although I'm regretting not running for a better position that I know I would have gotten if I had run for it, at least I'm comfortable in my position. It's nothing new though, so I won't have much to learn from it.

My academics are horrible. I'm promoted, but just barely. And I can keep my 4 H2s, but again, just barely. I still can't believe I scored that badly. I really have to buck up like shit next year. But, I don't think I have enough time to. Sigh. Ahwells, what can I do but wish for the best?

Lastly, I am really really really thankful for God's providence for me. It's actually a miracle I actually managed to pass most of my subjects because I really didn't study much for them. In all honesty, I don't think I deserve to be promoted. But since God wants me to, I will not disappoint Him. 

Father, I pray for strength and perseverance to carry me through the next year. I pray Lord that I will not let You down but will bring glory to Your name, to praise You in all that I do. Father, I pray for Your strength to lead me through everything and for me to be determined in everything I do.

Rants

I AM SO PISSED.

I AM ANGRY.

I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED.

Sigh, for those soccer fans out there, youll know that yesterday Liverpool played with ManU. The reason why I'm angry is because, as you should be able to guess by now, I'm a ManU fan. Like, who the hell does Moyes think he is?! After he took over from Sir Alex Ferguson the team has played so, so horribly! Seriously. 

Drawing with Chelsea, losing to Liverpool... What exactly in the world is David Moyes thinking?! How is he even managing the damn team! Wah, I'm angry. Sigh. Seeing the lousy results ManU achieved has seriously made me lose my mood to do work and study. I hate this. Sigh.

Bye. ):

In Sickness and In Health...

Hello there, earthlings!
Today I'm gonna talk about how I managed to be super duper sick and freaking healthy in the span of a day.
I was feeling slightly unwell after my econs lecture, but i thought nothing of it. After my long break, I had PE in which I played badminton and sweat a lot. *pause* now, at this point of time you should be thinking: you're already sweating, how can you be sick?! i thought that too.
I only reaaaaally became unwell after that. and i was forced to go for my PW implementation. Now, you can see how it affects me? i started feeling sick at around 2.30, but you made me stay and face KIDS till 6.30? well done, pw group, well done. so yeah. i went home earlier, right after the activity ended, but still reached home only at 8 ): rested, drank water and took my temperature then BAM! 38.9 degrees Celsius fever. Seriously, i was in so much agony by this point of time, having to stand throughout the whole journey home (thats about 1 hour, fyi)...
So, i slept a while (a sick person should always sleep first.) since i was tired having had late nights since idk-when. Woke up, measured again (38.5) drank something my dad made to help my fever (i forgot what it was), waited a while, took my temperature and BAM! 37.7 degrees only. wow, just wow. bathed, retook, same temp. a while later retook. 37.2 ): just now i took it was 36.3. look at how healthy i am now! Wonderful, just wonderful.
This is my 'in health' part. My 'in sickness': I FEEL SORE ALL OVERRRR. My body's aching like nobody's business and it hurts to stretch my back, walk around (my muscles are still weak, i burned up and cooled down so quickly, for goodness' sake!) etc. sighpie. i myself don't understand how i can be sick and healthy at the same time. Poor me.
The worst thing about it all? I have to go to school tomorrow. I mean, if I was still having fever, i could have went to see the doctor and taken an Absent leave. BUT! I'm only aching. So I have no excuse to visit the Doctor's and get an MC. Sighhhh. I lead a very sad life ): 
Thats all for today! Bye~
Ta-ta!

Laziness.

Hey guys!

As you can probably guess from the title, I'm feeling ultra lazy. I haven't even started on my holiday homework and it's already nearing the end of the second week of Holidays! Can't believe I'm so freaking lazy ): i don't feel like doing anything at all. Like, nothing. I can't get myself to do something, although i want to. And having to do house chores is not helping. Blah. I mean like, seriously?! You've spent the one week plus doing absolutely nothing?! Now, that's a feat I think few can actually achieve. Yet, i managed to do it. And mind you, it's not a good thing. Sigh. I don't even know what I'm doing with my life right now. I'm lucky I managed to do well for my O levels without much studying, but the same cannot be said about A levels. I myself know very extremely well that if i want to get an 80+ Grade Point Average, I need to, like must, study my ass off. Crude, I know, but it's the cold, hard truth. So I've got no choice but to accept it. Sometimes I really wonder how I would be like now if I had chosen the poly course... Or maybe, what would have happened if I had chosen another JC instead of the one I'm currently studying in now. Sigh, sometimes i really regret choosing this JC. It's not so much the people (though it might contribute partly) but the system (制度) that greatly distresses me. I honestly hate the school system with a burning fiery passion. And that's saying a lot, seeing as I've just gotten into the school not too long ago and I'm not one who forms impression fast. Honestly, all I can say is that the school seriously, really, suck. Like, big time. I guess that explains why I seriously cannot be bothered to do my homeworks yeah? Sigh. All I campn hope is that I can set aside time to actually do my work, and do it well. I really want to graduate in two years. Pray for strength. (:

'I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.' - Philippians 4:13, NIV

Ta for now~

I'm baaaaack~

Hey guys!

I'm back!(: nah, not really. I'm gonna delete my blog reaaaaal soon since it's dead anyways. :x just a heads up. (: i really really wanna blog, but i dont have anything to blog about, so why bother keeping this alive, right? On another note, i might restart blogging! On a new blog though, this blog name and url just doesnt cut it for me. New school, new year (not really, since its june already), so might as well new blog! Right?(:

Anyway, I'm really surprised this blog aint deleted by the whoever, since its not been in use for what, more than a year?! Ahwells, its just prolonging its death.

Signing off!

Mich(: