Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Hello~
hahas.i have skipped lunch and recess for two consecutive days! hahas. and i am not hungry ! and i did not kope food from other. ;D
hahas. well. i dun really have much to blog abt. (i think) erms..
LOL.  lemme think. i didnt post ytd right? hahas. ytd i was angry wif my fren. i mean. seriously. i think it was the first time i got angry. they anyhow spread rumours abt me(which is totally untrue) that i like someone! KAOBEI! although it was juz like, joking liddat, i already tld them not to anyhow say. and u noe wad?! THEY WROTE IT ON THE BOARD! lucky its not in my class and lucy i saw it juz in time and the guy erased the last few letters of the person's name. and then someone i totally had no idea is who, continued witing for him! Fcuk la!
then the person who spread was in my cca and ytd got cca so i have to see him stupid larhs. so, i PRETENDED to bear no grudge against him but i was really fuming. but i needed to like. urm. idunnohowtosaylarhs. anyways. i just talk to him, or shld i say. i only said hi and nth else. i was fuming mad! Fcuk himi and his stranger friend and bunny larhs!. i dun care if they see this post. Fcuk them! im damndamndamndamndamndamn pissed off and i have no idea how long im gonna be angry for. maybe a few months? few weeks? few days? but i think might be longer cuz ive been botling up all my anger when i first came to ahs instead of 'unleashing' them like i did in pri sch. i noe i shldnt do that, but ijustcantunleash them. i dun want my 'friends' to like, be scared of me when i became angry. they will always talk abt 'that-time-when-i-got-angry' time. so i didnt unleash. but icant take it anymore! i hate myself! at least in pri sch it was so much easier to forgive and not be angry after a while. but! i think ive changed. i cant help it. :( anyways. i seroously hatehatehatehate them! i shant name them here though. i shall end of here. will talk abt a happier post! ;D bb.

Michelle

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