Its the 1st of June, and that means its HOLIDAY TIME!
Ahhh, finally a break after 10 weeks of hellish School Days. Hmmm, MYEs are over, and i screwed them all. Failed Amaths. Unexpected. :( But yeah, my Math have never been good. Sigh.
STRESSED. Tomorrow I'm having auditions. Haiiix, i really really really wanna be pres. :( But yeah, i dun think i can, since im not a triple science student and my pres doesnt like me(i think). After the auditions tomorrow, there'll be an interview on Friday. Sianzxc, i cant be the pres anymore. Andandand! For the auditions, they'll be giving us NEW score! We have to read ONTHESPOT. Oh manzxc, how am i going to play well! Im so screwed.
Haiiix, Ive wasted almost one week of my holidays doing absolutely NOTHING. How in theworld am i ever going to finish the tons of homework i have? Oh manzxc. I am so very screwed. Andandand! Another week of my holiday would be gone cuz' I'll be goin for OBS. ONE WHOLE WEEK WASTED. Ohya, im damn scared for OBS, like seriously. Canoeing+kayaking for ONEWHOLEDAY. Im gonna die. Seriously. Haiix. OBS is soooo stressful. And scary. :( I wanna be pressssssssss. heehee. ;D i still havent write my testimonial for my Baptism. Better get it done fast, otherwise i can dream on about getting baptised, and i reaaally wanna get baptised. :( I have a whole load of things to do, and i have not even touched one of them yet! I am very screwed yeah? Haiix, and my blog is so deaddd! :O Not very surprising. But I WILL, and I MUST, get EVRYTHING done BY THE THIRD WEEK OF THE HOLIDAYS! Its not impossible. :D Cheerme on yeah? Tyvm. And i shall end off here. GOODBYE FOR NOW.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
WHEEE! Its raining cats and dogs outside. I WAS DRENCHED. Hope i get a chill soon. :D Then can skip SCHOOL and CCA. :D YAY I RAWK. Hahas, jkjk, aiyahs, my amath got C6, sad or wad! Haiix, i lost 5 marks due to carelessness in my recent amath test, otherwise i could have just passed. Hahas, but my previous test i got quite high, so i passed my overall. :D Hees, shant write much today. Shall end here. Will post the pictures about the heavy rain someday soon. :D Yeaps, i was that bored. Yeaps, i know no one takes picture of rain. Yeaps, i like taking pictures of the rain. THEYRE SO COOL. THEY LOOK LIKE WATERFALL. :D Hahas, anw, byebye! :D
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Hellos.
Haiix, secondary 3 life is superduper tiring. I feel exhausted EVERYDAY.I mean, totally exhausted. Mentally and physically. Sianzxc. And everyday also got homeworks. Sigh, just have to accept my fate though. I think im kinda glad that i didnt get into triple science, cuz my friends in triple science stream are like, even worse! They have more tests and more homeworks then us. Hahas. God's Blessing uh? :D
Haiix, youknowwhat? I feel very distant from my friends. We were once quite close, but now. Haiix, i feel as though I dunno her any longer.
She has changed. Is it time for me to move on and make more new friends? I do know that im quite like, rigid with my friends. As in, I dun mix around easily, and i prefer to hang out with my already-known friends instead of making new ones. Sigh, what should I do? I just feel so awkward trying to make new friends. Like, I feel that I dun open up to others easily sia. Everyday when I'm in school, I feel as though iIm wearing a mask to cover who I am deep down. Only during CCA can i take off my mask. But, even so, my pres is very strict and i have to be guai again. I cant let loose anymore. I feel so stressed, so sianzxc, that i dun wanna do ANYTHING at all. I know i have to do my homework, but i feel so sad, so tired, so stressed that I dun do it. Haiix. Lets hope I can persevere on. :(
My life right now? Its a mess. Im sorry for not updating my blog but i just dun feel like it. Haiix, im veryveryvery sad, y'knw. I lost one of my better friends, and the grp of friends I usually hang out with have also moved on(as in, make new friends?). Haiix. I guess its time for me to make new friends too. But how? Like, up till now, i still hardly talk to people in my class. Im friends with like, LESS than half the people? :O Haiix, and i get the feeling that alot of people dun like me in my class. WHY? :( Even her(refer to para1). Haiix. I have such a depressing life. But nevermind! As the saying goes: "theres a light at the end of the tunnel" or something like that. I shall just continue to move forward. Alone. And strive to do my best in everything. And not go to Facebook. Haiix, i think alot of people regard me as the one who is always oh-so-happy, the one who is always smiling. But, thats not how i feel inside! Just to be accepted, i have to put on an act. How pathetic am i! Haiix, I miss my sec2 life. I miss my primary life. I miss my past. I regret not appreciating it at that time. I regret wasting my time away. I regret not being able to be more enthu about everything. I regret not cherishing my friends and classmates and teachers in the past. Haiix, why did I change so much from primary school? I was so guai and didnt care much abt what ppl think of me. Now, everything i do, it has to be 'in'. I hate the me now. Its not who i am, it cannot portray me as me. Im not the unique me anymore. Im just another ordinary girl, a dumb,stupid girl that is trying so hard to be 'in', but still end up being ostracized. Haiix. Goodbye world. Im off to sleep. At least i can escape from the harsh reality for awhile. Even if its for a short while. And i miss my maid. hahas, goodnight! :D
Haiix, secondary 3 life is superduper tiring. I feel exhausted EVERYDAY.I mean, totally exhausted. Mentally and physically. Sianzxc. And everyday also got homeworks. Sigh, just have to accept my fate though. I think im kinda glad that i didnt get into triple science, cuz my friends in triple science stream are like, even worse! They have more tests and more homeworks then us. Hahas. God's Blessing uh? :D
Haiix, youknowwhat? I feel very distant from my friends. We were once quite close, but now. Haiix, i feel as though I dunno her any longer.
She has changed. Is it time for me to move on and make more new friends? I do know that im quite like, rigid with my friends. As in, I dun mix around easily, and i prefer to hang out with my already-known friends instead of making new ones. Sigh, what should I do? I just feel so awkward trying to make new friends. Like, I feel that I dun open up to others easily sia. Everyday when I'm in school, I feel as though iIm wearing a mask to cover who I am deep down. Only during CCA can i take off my mask. But, even so, my pres is very strict and i have to be guai again. I cant let loose anymore. I feel so stressed, so sianzxc, that i dun wanna do ANYTHING at all. I know i have to do my homework, but i feel so sad, so tired, so stressed that I dun do it. Haiix. Lets hope I can persevere on. :(
My life right now? Its a mess. Im sorry for not updating my blog but i just dun feel like it. Haiix, im veryveryvery sad, y'knw. I lost one of my better friends, and the grp of friends I usually hang out with have also moved on(as in, make new friends?). Haiix. I guess its time for me to make new friends too. But how? Like, up till now, i still hardly talk to people in my class. Im friends with like, LESS than half the people? :O Haiix, and i get the feeling that alot of people dun like me in my class. WHY? :( Even her(refer to para1). Haiix. I have such a depressing life. But nevermind! As the saying goes: "theres a light at the end of the tunnel" or something like that. I shall just continue to move forward. Alone. And strive to do my best in everything. And not go to Facebook. Haiix, i think alot of people regard me as the one who is always oh-so-happy, the one who is always smiling. But, thats not how i feel inside! Just to be accepted, i have to put on an act. How pathetic am i! Haiix, I miss my sec2 life. I miss my primary life. I miss my past. I regret not appreciating it at that time. I regret wasting my time away. I regret not being able to be more enthu about everything. I regret not cherishing my friends and classmates and teachers in the past. Haiix, why did I change so much from primary school? I was so guai and didnt care much abt what ppl think of me. Now, everything i do, it has to be 'in'. I hate the me now. Its not who i am, it cannot portray me as me. Im not the unique me anymore. Im just another ordinary girl, a dumb,stupid girl that is trying so hard to be 'in', but still end up being ostracized. Haiix. Goodbye world. Im off to sleep. At least i can escape from the harsh reality for awhile. Even if its for a short while. And i miss my maid. hahas, goodnight! :D
~godismysaviour~
Monday, January 3, 2011
Last day of the Holidays! :(
And so! After a looong holiday break, I have to go back to school again tomorrow! Oh, how i dread it. Haiix, but what can i do about it? Nothing! I'm resigned to fate already! At least I managed to finish my homeworks. Haiix, lets hope this year would be a better year, and my class would not be as bad I think it is, because otherwise, I will seriously die! ANYWAYS, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my readers. (Though I doubt there are any.) I will try to change my blogskin, because this skin is so very troublesome. :D Anyways, i will not be posting much. As I've always done, so dun have to come back so regularly! And thats all! oGoodbye! See you all in my next postt! ;D
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
hello world!
this shall be my first post since a longlong time. :D
lets see. i last posted on 25 feb, so it is... arnd 2mths and dunnohowmanydays. :D
hahas. hmm. in the midst of mye. tmr is Science paper. i scared i fail :X
haix. and im posting instead of studying. whoa. im pro. LOL
hmmm. jiayous to whoever that can see my blog. :X get ur dream results kay?
study hard, play hard, and relax! :D strike a balance between work and play.
'all work and no play makes jack a dull boy' havent u heard? :D so must play, but also must study! loveyouallloads. :D
and lastly, lets wish my beloved(*vomits*) senior jiahuan a
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! iloveyou kays? :D go mug for ur Os and get 8distinctions! :D
jiayousjiayous! to everyone too!
ps. today's post doesnt really makes any sense. :X
this shall be my first post since a longlong time. :D
lets see. i last posted on 25 feb, so it is... arnd 2mths and dunnohowmanydays. :D
hahas. hmm. in the midst of mye. tmr is Science paper. i scared i fail :X
haix. and im posting instead of studying. whoa. im pro. LOL
hmmm. jiayous to whoever that can see my blog. :X get ur dream results kay?
study hard, play hard, and relax! :D strike a balance between work and play.
'all work and no play makes jack a dull boy' havent u heard? :D so must play, but also must study! loveyouallloads. :D
and lastly, lets wish my beloved(*vomits*) senior jiahuan a
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! iloveyou kays? :D go mug for ur Os and get 8distinctions! :D
jiayousjiayous! to everyone too!
ps. today's post doesnt really makes any sense. :X
Michelle<3
Thursday, February 25, 2010
walaoeh. today i got 2 tests, back-to-back somemore! kaoooo. maths de VERY difficult(cuz i forgot all the formula:X)
and ! ttoday the bus 87 was LATEEEE!! F***! i mean. i waited for like. 10-15,or even 20 minutes for it to come?! walaoeh. and already got so many people but it wasnt peak period. idiot la the driver. then uh. the bus driver drove damndamndamndamn slowly la can? AND the aircon is like the same as no aircon, hot like hell sia! sheesh. im very pekchek already. ANDANDAND! 14 damn many ppl also sia! then the driver keep braking like siao. then cuz no space to seat, i standing, then i keep like want to fall down liddat. AND then got some woman! she like damn rude la can? her bag keep pushing at me and she dont care la. i standing very near the door there lorhs. and then the pole infront of me. she like want make me fall down like that. so i stood firmly dun let her push la. she push, then i push back. WALAOEH. then ah, she want get off, juz chiong out liddat, i very kind let her have space in front of me to walk past la. havent even reach the stop still got longlong way she alr want to get offf. F***. then ah. when it finally reached the station, the driver braked damn hard can? then i not holding anything leh then i almost fell. -.- fcuk them. sheesh. i hate it. today is a bad bad day!
and ! ttoday the bus 87 was LATEEEE!! F***! i mean. i waited for like. 10-15,or even 20 minutes for it to come?! walaoeh. and already got so many people but it wasnt peak period. idiot la the driver. then uh. the bus driver drove damndamndamndamn slowly la can? AND the aircon is like the same as no aircon, hot like hell sia! sheesh. im very pekchek already. ANDANDAND! 14 damn many ppl also sia! then the driver keep braking like siao. then cuz no space to seat, i standing, then i keep like want to fall down liddat. AND then got some woman! she like damn rude la can? her bag keep pushing at me and she dont care la. i standing very near the door there lorhs. and then the pole infront of me. she like want make me fall down like that. so i stood firmly dun let her push la. she push, then i push back. WALAOEH. then ah, she want get off, juz chiong out liddat, i very kind let her have space in front of me to walk past la. havent even reach the stop still got longlong way she alr want to get offf. F***. then ah. when it finally reached the station, the driver braked damn hard can? then i not holding anything leh then i almost fell. -.- fcuk them. sheesh. i hate it. today is a bad bad day!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
hi people!~
today is Chinese New Year, so i shall wish u all a very happy new year! May you get many many hongbao, manymany money until shu bu qing~ hahahs.
today is valentine's day too! so i shall wish all couples and singles a very happy valentines and may (to the singles) may you find ur partner today/next year! hahas. i love you all!~ hahas. got ppl come my home lerhs. x.x byebye! hahas. wish me many many angbao! hahas. byebye! Love ya! (esp. my pri sch friends)
today is Chinese New Year, so i shall wish u all a very happy new year! May you get many many hongbao, manymany money until shu bu qing~ hahahs.
today is valentine's day too! so i shall wish all couples and singles a very happy valentines and may (to the singles) may you find ur partner today/next year! hahas. i love you all!~ hahas. got ppl come my home lerhs. x.x byebye! hahas. wish me many many angbao! hahas. byebye! Love ya! (esp. my pri sch friends)
michelle~
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