In Sickness and In Health...

Hello there, earthlings!
Today I'm gonna talk about how I managed to be super duper sick and freaking healthy in the span of a day.
I was feeling slightly unwell after my econs lecture, but i thought nothing of it. After my long break, I had PE in which I played badminton and sweat a lot. *pause* now, at this point of time you should be thinking: you're already sweating, how can you be sick?! i thought that too.
I only reaaaaally became unwell after that. and i was forced to go for my PW implementation. Now, you can see how it affects me? i started feeling sick at around 2.30, but you made me stay and face KIDS till 6.30? well done, pw group, well done. so yeah. i went home earlier, right after the activity ended, but still reached home only at 8 ): rested, drank water and took my temperature then BAM! 38.9 degrees Celsius fever. Seriously, i was in so much agony by this point of time, having to stand throughout the whole journey home (thats about 1 hour, fyi)...
So, i slept a while (a sick person should always sleep first.) since i was tired having had late nights since idk-when. Woke up, measured again (38.5) drank something my dad made to help my fever (i forgot what it was), waited a while, took my temperature and BAM! 37.7 degrees only. wow, just wow. bathed, retook, same temp. a while later retook. 37.2 ): just now i took it was 36.3. look at how healthy i am now! Wonderful, just wonderful.
This is my 'in health' part. My 'in sickness': I FEEL SORE ALL OVERRRR. My body's aching like nobody's business and it hurts to stretch my back, walk around (my muscles are still weak, i burned up and cooled down so quickly, for goodness' sake!) etc. sighpie. i myself don't understand how i can be sick and healthy at the same time. Poor me.
The worst thing about it all? I have to go to school tomorrow. I mean, if I was still having fever, i could have went to see the doctor and taken an Absent leave. BUT! I'm only aching. So I have no excuse to visit the Doctor's and get an MC. Sighhhh. I lead a very sad life ): 
Thats all for today! Bye~
Ta-ta!

Laziness.

Hey guys!

As you can probably guess from the title, I'm feeling ultra lazy. I haven't even started on my holiday homework and it's already nearing the end of the second week of Holidays! Can't believe I'm so freaking lazy ): i don't feel like doing anything at all. Like, nothing. I can't get myself to do something, although i want to. And having to do house chores is not helping. Blah. I mean like, seriously?! You've spent the one week plus doing absolutely nothing?! Now, that's a feat I think few can actually achieve. Yet, i managed to do it. And mind you, it's not a good thing. Sigh. I don't even know what I'm doing with my life right now. I'm lucky I managed to do well for my O levels without much studying, but the same cannot be said about A levels. I myself know very extremely well that if i want to get an 80+ Grade Point Average, I need to, like must, study my ass off. Crude, I know, but it's the cold, hard truth. So I've got no choice but to accept it. Sometimes I really wonder how I would be like now if I had chosen the poly course... Or maybe, what would have happened if I had chosen another JC instead of the one I'm currently studying in now. Sigh, sometimes i really regret choosing this JC. It's not so much the people (though it might contribute partly) but the system (制度) that greatly distresses me. I honestly hate the school system with a burning fiery passion. And that's saying a lot, seeing as I've just gotten into the school not too long ago and I'm not one who forms impression fast. Honestly, all I can say is that the school seriously, really, suck. Like, big time. I guess that explains why I seriously cannot be bothered to do my homeworks yeah? Sigh. All I campn hope is that I can set aside time to actually do my work, and do it well. I really want to graduate in two years. Pray for strength. (:

'I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.' - Philippians 4:13, NIV

Ta for now~

I'm baaaaack~

Hey guys!

I'm back!(: nah, not really. I'm gonna delete my blog reaaaaal soon since it's dead anyways. :x just a heads up. (: i really really wanna blog, but i dont have anything to blog about, so why bother keeping this alive, right? On another note, i might restart blogging! On a new blog though, this blog name and url just doesnt cut it for me. New school, new year (not really, since its june already), so might as well new blog! Right?(:

Anyway, I'm really surprised this blog aint deleted by the whoever, since its not been in use for what, more than a year?! Ahwells, its just prolonging its death.

Signing off!

Mich(:

ITS HOLIDAYS!

Its the 1st of June, and that means its HOLIDAY TIME!
Ahhh, finally a break after 10 weeks of hellish School Days. Hmmm, MYEs are over, and i screwed them all. Failed Amaths. Unexpected. :( But yeah, my Math have never been good. Sigh.
STRESSED. Tomorrow I'm having auditions. Haiiix, i really really really wanna be pres. :( But yeah, i dun think i can, since im not a triple science student and my pres doesnt like me(i think). After the auditions tomorrow, there'll be an interview on Friday. Sianzxc, i cant be the pres anymore. Andandand! For the auditions, they'll be giving us NEW score! We have to read ONTHESPOT. Oh manzxc, how am i going to play well! Im so screwed.
Haiiix, Ive wasted almost one week of my holidays doing absolutely NOTHING. How in theworld am i ever going to finish the tons of homework i have? Oh manzxc. I am so very screwed. Andandand! Another week of my holiday would be gone cuz' I'll be goin for OBS. ONE WHOLE WEEK WASTED. Ohya, im damn scared for OBS, like seriously. Canoeing+kayaking for ONEWHOLEDAY. Im gonna die. Seriously. Haiix. OBS is soooo stressful. And scary. :( I wanna be pressssssssss. heehee. ;D i still havent write my testimonial for my Baptism. Better get it done fast, otherwise i can dream on about getting baptised, and i reaaally wanna get baptised. :( I have a whole load of things to do, and i have not even touched one of them yet! I am very screwed yeah? Haiix, and my blog is so deaddd! :O Not very surprising. But I WILL, and I MUST, get EVRYTHING done BY THE THIRD WEEK OF THE HOLIDAYS! Its not impossible. :D Cheerme on yeah? Tyvm. And i shall end off here. GOODBYE FOR NOW.

WHEEE! Its raining cats and dogs outside. I WAS DRENCHED. Hope i get a chill soon. :D Then can skip SCHOOL and CCA. :D YAY I RAWK. Hahas, jkjk, aiyahs, my amath got C6, sad or wad! Haiix, i lost 5 marks due to carelessness in my recent amath test, otherwise i could have just passed. Hahas, but my previous test i got quite high, so i passed my overall. :D Hees, shant write much today. Shall end here. Will post the pictures about the heavy rain someday soon. :D Yeaps, i was that bored. Yeaps, i know no one takes picture of rain. Yeaps, i like taking pictures of the rain. THEYRE SO COOL. THEY LOOK LIKE WATERFALL. :D Hahas, anw, byebye! :D

Hellos.
Haiix, secondary 3 life is superduper tiring. I feel exhausted EVERYDAY.I mean, totally exhausted. Mentally and physically. Sianzxc. And everyday also got homeworks. Sigh, just have to accept my fate though. I think im kinda glad that i didnt get into triple science, cuz my friends in triple science stream are like, even worse! They have more tests and more homeworks then us. Hahas. God's Blessing uh? :D
Haiix, youknowwhat? I feel very distant from my friends. We were once quite close, but now. Haiix, i feel as though I dunno her any longer.
She has changed. Is it time for me to move on and make more new friends? I do know that im quite like, rigid with my friends. As in, I dun mix around easily, and i prefer to hang out with my already-known friends instead of making new ones. Sigh, what should I do? I just feel so awkward trying to make new friends. Like, I feel that I dun open up to others easily sia. Everyday when I'm in school, I feel as though iIm wearing a mask to cover who I am deep down. Only during CCA can i take off my mask. But, even so, my pres is very strict and i have to be guai again. I cant let loose anymore. I feel so stressed, so sianzxc, that i dun wanna do ANYTHING at all. I know i have to do my homework, but i feel so sad, so tired, so stressed that I dun do it. Haiix. Lets hope I can persevere on. :(
My life right now? Its a mess. Im sorry for not updating my blog but i just dun feel like it. Haiix, im veryveryvery sad, y'knw. I lost one of my better friends, and the grp of friends I usually hang out with have also moved on(as in, make new friends?). Haiix. I guess its time for me to make new friends too. But how? Like, up till now, i still hardly talk to people in my class. Im friends with like, LESS than half the people? :O Haiix, and i get the feeling that alot of people dun like me in my class. WHY? :( Even her(refer to para1). Haiix. I have such a depressing life. But nevermind! As the saying goes: "theres a light at the end of the tunnel" or something like that. I shall just continue to move forward. Alone. And strive to do my best in everything. And not go to Facebook. Haiix, i think alot of people regard me as the one who is always oh-so-happy, the one who is always smiling. But, thats not how i feel inside! Just to be accepted, i have to put on an act. How pathetic am i! Haiix, I miss my sec2 life. I miss my primary life. I miss my past. I regret not appreciating it at that time. I regret wasting my time away. I regret not being able to be more enthu about everything. I regret not cherishing my friends and classmates and teachers in the past. Haiix, why did I change so much from primary school? I was so guai and didnt care much abt what ppl think of me. Now, everything i do, it has to be 'in'. I hate the me now. Its not who i am, it cannot portray me as me. Im not the unique me anymore. Im just another ordinary girl, a dumb,stupid girl that is trying so hard to be 'in', but still end up being ostracized. Haiix. Goodbye world. Im off to sleep. At least i can escape from the harsh reality for awhile. Even if its for a short while. And i miss my maid. hahas, goodnight! :D

~godismysaviour~

Last day of the Holidays! :(

And so! After a looong holiday break, I have to go back to school again tomorrow! Oh, how i dread it. Haiix, but what can i do about it? Nothing! I'm resigned to fate already! At least I managed to finish my homeworks. Haiix, lets hope this year would be a better year, and my class would not be as bad I think it is, because otherwise, I will seriously die! ANYWAYS, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my readers. (Though I doubt there are any.) I will try to change my blogskin, because this skin is so very troublesome. :D Anyways, i will not be posting much. As I've always done, so dun have to come back so regularly! And thats all! oGoodbye! See you all in my next postt! ;D