Word(s) of encouragement(:

There comes a point where it's time to let go of your misgivings, your fear, and face your demons head on. Everybody faces a demon in them, we're all strong in our own, unique way. It's how God made us to be, and it's how we;ll grow up to be. So chin up, and take on the world, because nothing is ever too hard for Him. In Life there comes a point where people you once thought is your world, doesn't matter anymore. the may have left, they may have hurt and betrayed you, but what's the point in dwelling over that? Forget about the, and move forward, there's a reason why God has given and taken away certain people in our lives. We're not alone in our troubles; everyone is facing their own's, whether or not they expresses it outwardly. All we can do is give a helping hand, be there for them and lend them a reliable shoulder, one they know they can fall back on no matter what. This is the beauty of human beings, and this is the Beauty of Love. We may get so caught up in our troubles that we think that Life is not worth living, but it's not time to give up. It's never time to give up. There is always someone out there who is willing to listen, willing to help; we just have to open up our hearts to the person and accept their help. We have to learn to reach out, and not be so self absorbed in our own sufferings. There are four walls that guards our heart so tightly - fear, disappointment, anger and hurt. Don't let any of these keep you from accepting others' love and help; rather let love break down these walls. You'll end up helping yourself and others. When all else fails, just remember that God is always here for us, whether we want it or not. He will never forsake us, He is our anchor, He is our guide and strength, from everlasting to everlasting. He will protect us. We belong with Him, even if we do not belong in this world. Een if this world seems to have wronged us, to have tortured us, just remember that this is but a temporary shell for us, we are meant for much bigger and greater things, we are meant for a more meaningful and worthwhile Life, in God, with God, until eternity. So love, love others, love yourselves, and most importantly, love the Lord your God, who will be your shield and your rock, from everlasting to everlasting, for all eternity.
Love,
Michelle(:

Back.

Hey!

It's 12.30am right now, and I'm still awake cuz' I haven't done my homework. Or studied for the test tomorrow. Or packed my bag. And here I am blogging. Haha. 

Just some random thoughts I've had for some time/these few days:

1. My sis says I have an interesting life, I say I make my life interesting.
    Alright, why I think that is mainly because I have a lot of opinions on a lot of things, and I may be a little sensitive towards things that actually do not mean anything. But that's just me. I can find a lot of interesting aspects of certain events that I can comment on, and I will tell my sister, that's why she says I have an interesting life. Honestly though, I don't think my life is interesting. I try to make it interesting by paying attention to minor details of things, but that's just me eh? Honestly, how can my life be interesting when all I ever do is: go to school, come home, sleep, burn the midnight oil rushing out my homework, sleep, go to school, blah blah blah. As you can see, my life is actually really boring, my school life is even more boring, and that's the only form of social interaction I have anymore. If I'm (un)lucky, I might even have piano lesson at night, so that sucks even more. Idek why my sis says my life is interesting. It's as boring as hell. Though I agree that I seem to have a lot of interesting things happening to me, it's just because I pay more... attention(?) to things. Sometimes I myself think that I'm a weird person. Or, as how I would say it in real life: Imma weird kid. Haha(:

2. School is a burden, I can't even...

    I think this point is pretty self-explanatory. I mean, seriously, how can anyone, and i mean anyone, like school even? It's like, the most boring thing on earth! Well, maybe not. I'd much rather go for piano lessons than to go to school, and that's saying a lot because I hate piano lessons like asdfghjkl. My school throws homework at us, and expects us to finish them, and finish them well. It's actually thanks to school that I have no social life whatsoever. Seriously, even my mum has a more active social life than me! What even... My school sucks, big time. Sigh. I hate my combination, although I know that if I am willing to put in slightly more effort, I can actually do relatively well. It sucks that I'm a super lazy person and procrastinates like nobody's business though. [Like what I'm doing now, haha.] Sigh, I'm such a failure.

3. I'm such a failure...

    Read the point above.

4. I hate myself a lot sometimes.

    I'm sure most people would have hated themselves at one point in their lives. Be it because they let down somebody they care for, or because they disappointed themselves, or whatever, I'm sure most people would agree that they have hated themselves before. To what intensity, I don't know, but I'm quite sure we all have, at one point or another. However, I somehow hate myself more than I am at peace with myself. Seriously. Why? Schoolwork and my inability to cope with it is one, me being a failure is another, and most of all, I hate myself for being so hypocritical. I mean, I'm a Christian and all, but I don't think I behave like one. I mean, a Christian should be encouraging others, and here I am, feeling sorry for myself. If I'm not a failure, I don't know who is. I can't even be a good Christian, i'm not even asking for myself to be an exemplary Christian, how can I still go about acting all self-righteous and innocent and whatnots? Sometimes, I hate myself so much, but I know I'm not supposed to, because God loves us for who we are. Sometimes I even forget to pray! What even. I can't believe myself a lot of times, because of how hypocritical and fake I've become. I used to be a good Christian, but look how I am now. I can't even stand to look at myself sometimes, because I am not who God has designed me to be. I'm such a letdown. Sigh. All in all, I hate myself. I feel guilty, I pray, but I don't do anything about it. God blesses those who're prepared, and here I am, praying and expecting something to happen when I myself don't do anything to make it happen. No wonder it doesn't happen, whatever it is. Sigh. 

That should be about it. There are of course still many thoughts in my head, like how I hate people, but I'm pretty sure I covered the main points. And even if there're some I didn't, it should be quite obvious from my previous posts. Haha(: It's 12.51 already, and I'm still here when I have school tomorrow and test too. Sometimes I really wish my parents were the lackadaisical kind, that will allow me to skip school when I want to. Sigh. I'm sick, but not sick enough to miss school. Sigh.

Chin up, everybody!(:

xoxo

HOLIDAYS

One year has passed. I've spent almost a year here in JC. Have I learnt much? Not in my opinion, no. In fact, to be totally honest, I think I have regressed, be it in my grasp of the English language, or my History skills and knowledge. Nowadays I think I get even more confused every time my History teacher teaches us something. Sigh. Not even my social skills have been spared. I think I'm even more a recluse this year than last, and I was very anti-social last year... So yeah, my life is pretty boring since I don't have much close friends here.

On a brighter note, at least my CCA mates aren't all that bad. I've got a position in my Exco, and although I'm regretting not running for a better position that I know I would have gotten if I had run for it, at least I'm comfortable in my position. It's nothing new though, so I won't have much to learn from it.

My academics are horrible. I'm promoted, but just barely. And I can keep my 4 H2s, but again, just barely. I still can't believe I scored that badly. I really have to buck up like shit next year. But, I don't think I have enough time to. Sigh. Ahwells, what can I do but wish for the best?

Lastly, I am really really really thankful for God's providence for me. It's actually a miracle I actually managed to pass most of my subjects because I really didn't study much for them. In all honesty, I don't think I deserve to be promoted. But since God wants me to, I will not disappoint Him. 

Father, I pray for strength and perseverance to carry me through the next year. I pray Lord that I will not let You down but will bring glory to Your name, to praise You in all that I do. Father, I pray for Your strength to lead me through everything and for me to be determined in everything I do.

Rants

I AM SO PISSED.

I AM ANGRY.

I AM SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED.

Sigh, for those soccer fans out there, youll know that yesterday Liverpool played with ManU. The reason why I'm angry is because, as you should be able to guess by now, I'm a ManU fan. Like, who the hell does Moyes think he is?! After he took over from Sir Alex Ferguson the team has played so, so horribly! Seriously. 

Drawing with Chelsea, losing to Liverpool... What exactly in the world is David Moyes thinking?! How is he even managing the damn team! Wah, I'm angry. Sigh. Seeing the lousy results ManU achieved has seriously made me lose my mood to do work and study. I hate this. Sigh.

Bye. ):

In Sickness and In Health...

Hello there, earthlings!
Today I'm gonna talk about how I managed to be super duper sick and freaking healthy in the span of a day.
I was feeling slightly unwell after my econs lecture, but i thought nothing of it. After my long break, I had PE in which I played badminton and sweat a lot. *pause* now, at this point of time you should be thinking: you're already sweating, how can you be sick?! i thought that too.
I only reaaaaally became unwell after that. and i was forced to go for my PW implementation. Now, you can see how it affects me? i started feeling sick at around 2.30, but you made me stay and face KIDS till 6.30? well done, pw group, well done. so yeah. i went home earlier, right after the activity ended, but still reached home only at 8 ): rested, drank water and took my temperature then BAM! 38.9 degrees Celsius fever. Seriously, i was in so much agony by this point of time, having to stand throughout the whole journey home (thats about 1 hour, fyi)...
So, i slept a while (a sick person should always sleep first.) since i was tired having had late nights since idk-when. Woke up, measured again (38.5) drank something my dad made to help my fever (i forgot what it was), waited a while, took my temperature and BAM! 37.7 degrees only. wow, just wow. bathed, retook, same temp. a while later retook. 37.2 ): just now i took it was 36.3. look at how healthy i am now! Wonderful, just wonderful.
This is my 'in health' part. My 'in sickness': I FEEL SORE ALL OVERRRR. My body's aching like nobody's business and it hurts to stretch my back, walk around (my muscles are still weak, i burned up and cooled down so quickly, for goodness' sake!) etc. sighpie. i myself don't understand how i can be sick and healthy at the same time. Poor me.
The worst thing about it all? I have to go to school tomorrow. I mean, if I was still having fever, i could have went to see the doctor and taken an Absent leave. BUT! I'm only aching. So I have no excuse to visit the Doctor's and get an MC. Sighhhh. I lead a very sad life ): 
Thats all for today! Bye~
Ta-ta!

Laziness.

Hey guys!

As you can probably guess from the title, I'm feeling ultra lazy. I haven't even started on my holiday homework and it's already nearing the end of the second week of Holidays! Can't believe I'm so freaking lazy ): i don't feel like doing anything at all. Like, nothing. I can't get myself to do something, although i want to. And having to do house chores is not helping. Blah. I mean like, seriously?! You've spent the one week plus doing absolutely nothing?! Now, that's a feat I think few can actually achieve. Yet, i managed to do it. And mind you, it's not a good thing. Sigh. I don't even know what I'm doing with my life right now. I'm lucky I managed to do well for my O levels without much studying, but the same cannot be said about A levels. I myself know very extremely well that if i want to get an 80+ Grade Point Average, I need to, like must, study my ass off. Crude, I know, but it's the cold, hard truth. So I've got no choice but to accept it. Sometimes I really wonder how I would be like now if I had chosen the poly course... Or maybe, what would have happened if I had chosen another JC instead of the one I'm currently studying in now. Sigh, sometimes i really regret choosing this JC. It's not so much the people (though it might contribute partly) but the system (制度) that greatly distresses me. I honestly hate the school system with a burning fiery passion. And that's saying a lot, seeing as I've just gotten into the school not too long ago and I'm not one who forms impression fast. Honestly, all I can say is that the school seriously, really, suck. Like, big time. I guess that explains why I seriously cannot be bothered to do my homeworks yeah? Sigh. All I campn hope is that I can set aside time to actually do my work, and do it well. I really want to graduate in two years. Pray for strength. (:

'I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.' - Philippians 4:13, NIV

Ta for now~

I'm baaaaack~

Hey guys!

I'm back!(: nah, not really. I'm gonna delete my blog reaaaaal soon since it's dead anyways. :x just a heads up. (: i really really wanna blog, but i dont have anything to blog about, so why bother keeping this alive, right? On another note, i might restart blogging! On a new blog though, this blog name and url just doesnt cut it for me. New school, new year (not really, since its june already), so might as well new blog! Right?(:

Anyway, I'm really surprised this blog aint deleted by the whoever, since its not been in use for what, more than a year?! Ahwells, its just prolonging its death.

Signing off!

Mich(:

ITS HOLIDAYS!

Its the 1st of June, and that means its HOLIDAY TIME!
Ahhh, finally a break after 10 weeks of hellish School Days. Hmmm, MYEs are over, and i screwed them all. Failed Amaths. Unexpected. :( But yeah, my Math have never been good. Sigh.
STRESSED. Tomorrow I'm having auditions. Haiiix, i really really really wanna be pres. :( But yeah, i dun think i can, since im not a triple science student and my pres doesnt like me(i think). After the auditions tomorrow, there'll be an interview on Friday. Sianzxc, i cant be the pres anymore. Andandand! For the auditions, they'll be giving us NEW score! We have to read ONTHESPOT. Oh manzxc, how am i going to play well! Im so screwed.
Haiiix, Ive wasted almost one week of my holidays doing absolutely NOTHING. How in theworld am i ever going to finish the tons of homework i have? Oh manzxc. I am so very screwed. Andandand! Another week of my holiday would be gone cuz' I'll be goin for OBS. ONE WHOLE WEEK WASTED. Ohya, im damn scared for OBS, like seriously. Canoeing+kayaking for ONEWHOLEDAY. Im gonna die. Seriously. Haiix. OBS is soooo stressful. And scary. :( I wanna be pressssssssss. heehee. ;D i still havent write my testimonial for my Baptism. Better get it done fast, otherwise i can dream on about getting baptised, and i reaaally wanna get baptised. :( I have a whole load of things to do, and i have not even touched one of them yet! I am very screwed yeah? Haiix, and my blog is so deaddd! :O Not very surprising. But I WILL, and I MUST, get EVRYTHING done BY THE THIRD WEEK OF THE HOLIDAYS! Its not impossible. :D Cheerme on yeah? Tyvm. And i shall end off here. GOODBYE FOR NOW.

WHEEE! Its raining cats and dogs outside. I WAS DRENCHED. Hope i get a chill soon. :D Then can skip SCHOOL and CCA. :D YAY I RAWK. Hahas, jkjk, aiyahs, my amath got C6, sad or wad! Haiix, i lost 5 marks due to carelessness in my recent amath test, otherwise i could have just passed. Hahas, but my previous test i got quite high, so i passed my overall. :D Hees, shant write much today. Shall end here. Will post the pictures about the heavy rain someday soon. :D Yeaps, i was that bored. Yeaps, i know no one takes picture of rain. Yeaps, i like taking pictures of the rain. THEYRE SO COOL. THEY LOOK LIKE WATERFALL. :D Hahas, anw, byebye! :D

Hellos.
Haiix, secondary 3 life is superduper tiring. I feel exhausted EVERYDAY.I mean, totally exhausted. Mentally and physically. Sianzxc. And everyday also got homeworks. Sigh, just have to accept my fate though. I think im kinda glad that i didnt get into triple science, cuz my friends in triple science stream are like, even worse! They have more tests and more homeworks then us. Hahas. God's Blessing uh? :D
Haiix, youknowwhat? I feel very distant from my friends. We were once quite close, but now. Haiix, i feel as though I dunno her any longer.
She has changed. Is it time for me to move on and make more new friends? I do know that im quite like, rigid with my friends. As in, I dun mix around easily, and i prefer to hang out with my already-known friends instead of making new ones. Sigh, what should I do? I just feel so awkward trying to make new friends. Like, I feel that I dun open up to others easily sia. Everyday when I'm in school, I feel as though iIm wearing a mask to cover who I am deep down. Only during CCA can i take off my mask. But, even so, my pres is very strict and i have to be guai again. I cant let loose anymore. I feel so stressed, so sianzxc, that i dun wanna do ANYTHING at all. I know i have to do my homework, but i feel so sad, so tired, so stressed that I dun do it. Haiix. Lets hope I can persevere on. :(
My life right now? Its a mess. Im sorry for not updating my blog but i just dun feel like it. Haiix, im veryveryvery sad, y'knw. I lost one of my better friends, and the grp of friends I usually hang out with have also moved on(as in, make new friends?). Haiix. I guess its time for me to make new friends too. But how? Like, up till now, i still hardly talk to people in my class. Im friends with like, LESS than half the people? :O Haiix, and i get the feeling that alot of people dun like me in my class. WHY? :( Even her(refer to para1). Haiix. I have such a depressing life. But nevermind! As the saying goes: "theres a light at the end of the tunnel" or something like that. I shall just continue to move forward. Alone. And strive to do my best in everything. And not go to Facebook. Haiix, i think alot of people regard me as the one who is always oh-so-happy, the one who is always smiling. But, thats not how i feel inside! Just to be accepted, i have to put on an act. How pathetic am i! Haiix, I miss my sec2 life. I miss my primary life. I miss my past. I regret not appreciating it at that time. I regret wasting my time away. I regret not being able to be more enthu about everything. I regret not cherishing my friends and classmates and teachers in the past. Haiix, why did I change so much from primary school? I was so guai and didnt care much abt what ppl think of me. Now, everything i do, it has to be 'in'. I hate the me now. Its not who i am, it cannot portray me as me. Im not the unique me anymore. Im just another ordinary girl, a dumb,stupid girl that is trying so hard to be 'in', but still end up being ostracized. Haiix. Goodbye world. Im off to sleep. At least i can escape from the harsh reality for awhile. Even if its for a short while. And i miss my maid. hahas, goodnight! :D

~godismysaviour~

Last day of the Holidays! :(

And so! After a looong holiday break, I have to go back to school again tomorrow! Oh, how i dread it. Haiix, but what can i do about it? Nothing! I'm resigned to fate already! At least I managed to finish my homeworks. Haiix, lets hope this year would be a better year, and my class would not be as bad I think it is, because otherwise, I will seriously die! ANYWAYS, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my readers. (Though I doubt there are any.) I will try to change my blogskin, because this skin is so very troublesome. :D Anyways, i will not be posting much. As I've always done, so dun have to come back so regularly! And thats all! oGoodbye! See you all in my next postt! ;D

hello world!
this shall be my first post since a longlong time. :D
lets see. i last posted on 25 feb, so it is... arnd 2mths and dunnohowmanydays. :D
hahas. hmm. in the midst of mye. tmr is Science paper. i scared i fail :X
haix. and im posting instead of studying. whoa. im pro. LOL
hmmm. jiayous to whoever that can see my blog. :X get ur dream results kay?
study hard, play hard, and relax! :D strike a balance between work and play.
'all work and no play makes jack a dull boy' havent u heard? :D so must play, but also must study! loveyouallloads. :D
and lastly, lets wish my beloved(*vomits*) senior jiahuan a
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! iloveyou kays? :D go mug for ur Os and get 8distinctions! :D
jiayousjiayous! to everyone too!

ps. today's post doesnt really makes any sense. :X

Michelle<3

walaoeh. today i got 2 tests, back-to-back somemore! kaoooo. maths de VERY difficult(cuz i forgot all the formula:X)
and ! ttoday the bus 87 was LATEEEE!! F***! i mean. i waited for like. 10-15,or even 20 minutes for it to come?! walaoeh. and already got so many people but it wasnt peak period. idiot la the driver. then uh. the bus driver drove damndamndamndamn slowly la can? AND the aircon is like the same as no aircon, hot like hell sia! sheesh. im very pekchek already. ANDANDAND! 14 damn many ppl also sia! then the driver keep braking like siao. then cuz no space to seat, i standing, then i keep like want to fall down liddat. AND then got some woman! she like damn rude la can? her bag keep pushing at me and she dont care la. i standing very near the door there lorhs. and then the pole infront of me. she like want make me fall down like that. so i stood firmly dun let her push la. she push, then i push back. WALAOEH. then ah, she want get off, juz chiong out liddat, i very kind let her have space in front of me to walk past la. havent even reach the stop still got longlong way she alr want to get offf. F***. then ah. when it finally reached the station, the driver braked damn hard can? then i not holding anything leh then i almost fell. -.- fcuk them. sheesh. i hate it. today is a bad bad day!

hi people!~
today is Chinese New Year, so i shall wish u all a very happy new year! May you get many many hongbao, manymany money until shu bu qing~ hahahs.
today is valentine's day too! so i shall wish all couples and singles a very happy valentines and may (to the singles) may you find ur partner today/next year! hahas. i love you all!~ hahas. got ppl come my home lerhs. x.x byebye! hahas. wish me many many angbao! hahas. byebye! Love ya! (esp. my pri sch friends)

michelle~

hehe. today was fun~ hahas
I WENT BACK TO SKPS! omgomg! i love skps seh. :D hahas. im so happy! mdm waheeda rmbed me hahas. :D
i bet you are jealous~~ hahas. today the performance still ok larhs. oh. and the pri sch nvr let off early! wth :( hahas nvm. i liked the chinese drama derhs. very funny. :D hahas. hmmm. i love my pri sch frens~ <3<3
lalala~ im so happyyyyyyyy! wheeeeeeeeeeeee.! lala. nth to blog bout. :D

Hello~
hahas.i have skipped lunch and recess for two consecutive days! hahas. and i am not hungry ! and i did not kope food from other. ;D
hahas. well. i dun really have much to blog abt. (i think) erms..
LOL.  lemme think. i didnt post ytd right? hahas. ytd i was angry wif my fren. i mean. seriously. i think it was the first time i got angry. they anyhow spread rumours abt me(which is totally untrue) that i like someone! KAOBEI! although it was juz like, joking liddat, i already tld them not to anyhow say. and u noe wad?! THEY WROTE IT ON THE BOARD! lucky its not in my class and lucy i saw it juz in time and the guy erased the last few letters of the person's name. and then someone i totally had no idea is who, continued witing for him! Fcuk la!
then the person who spread was in my cca and ytd got cca so i have to see him stupid larhs. so, i PRETENDED to bear no grudge against him but i was really fuming. but i needed to like. urm. idunnohowtosaylarhs. anyways. i just talk to him, or shld i say. i only said hi and nth else. i was fuming mad! Fcuk himi and his stranger friend and bunny larhs!. i dun care if they see this post. Fcuk them! im damndamndamndamndamndamn pissed off and i have no idea how long im gonna be angry for. maybe a few months? few weeks? few days? but i think might be longer cuz ive been botling up all my anger when i first came to ahs instead of 'unleashing' them like i did in pri sch. i noe i shldnt do that, but ijustcantunleash them. i dun want my 'friends' to like, be scared of me when i became angry. they will always talk abt 'that-time-when-i-got-angry' time. so i didnt unleash. but icant take it anymore! i hate myself! at least in pri sch it was so much easier to forgive and not be angry after a while. but! i think ive changed. i cant help it. :( anyways. i seroously hatehatehatehate them! i shant name them here though. i shall end of here. will talk abt a happier post! ;D bb.

Michelle

hello~
i went to cut my hair today!! argh!!! my hair now damndamndamndamn short larhs! i hate it sia :( stupid larhs. haiix. and today i woke at like, 7.45 am! i tot it was already 10 plus lorhs. hahas. i siao de. ;D
hmmm. im kinda bored you know? hahas. oh! and ytd we had cca orientation! hahas. harmonica had 12 sec 1s! hahas. they not cute derhs. -.- andandand! they not shy de lorhs! hahas. i expected them to be! ;D oh! and ergao pathetic lorhs. only 2 sec 1s. bass steal frm us. they got 4!!! >=( hahas. zzzz. i sian lehs. oh! and arh, i seriously dun like my sec 1 guy junior. he abit lke zi da liddat. like bu shuang de. hahas. but i like the feeling of being a SENIOR! hahas. though im shorter than them. =.= at least i taller than dexter! hahas.
hmmm. anything else to add on? dun tink so seh. i tink im gonna post some pictures on facebook. hahas. random derhs. ;D
ok byebye! ;D see ya in my next post~

michelle

hees. sorry for posting yet again. hahas. i forgot something. ;D
My NewYear Resolutions(i know its kinda late but who cares?) :
1) Lose weight !! (i must weigh less than 40kg!)
2) Get A1s for at LEAST 5 subjects
3) Grow TALLERR ( until 150/160 hahas.it is impossible)
4) Get top 10 position in class, top 50 position in level(impossible!)
5) Get EDUSAVE ! ( my edusave going bankrupt soon. :X)
6) Pass my Grade 5 theory!
7) Take Grade 6 Exam this year(impossible)
8) Learn the VIOLIN!!
Wishlist for 2010:
1) Own Camera! (must be pink,slim etc)
2) New Handphone! ( best is touch derhs.)
3) New SlingBag !
4) Another Laptop!
5) New Handbag! (hahas)
6) Violin~<3
7) iPod!

hahas. thats abt it. erms. if got more then i update kayys? byebye.

hello~
today my school ended at 11am! so early right? hahas. 
dun really have much to post. :X sorry. and i do know that my blog has been kinda dead but wad can i do? i just forgets to post.:X and it is NOT a convenient excuse i use ok? hahas. my english has been deproving. :( in terms of oral, i still have my 'accent' according to my friends, though i seriously dun think i have. do i? hahas. anyways, today was FUNFUNFUNN! ;D hahas.
i had home econs. they stupid la my sch. change the name until veryvery long. frm home economics become global citizens education home economics. long or what? heh. i cooked spanish sponge cake! nice luh. hahas. but im like, extremelyextremely suay. i got a GUY for my partner. sheesh. and i dun even know him at all!! hahas. oh. and we didnt even communicate larhs! we were just like "you want to do" only ! LOLS. i mean, seriously~ i dun even know the guys in my class. :X other than al. hahas. then after home econs was RECESS. hahaha! ;D i took a picture of joanne. wanna see? hahas. i shant upload though. LAZYY~~ hahas. imma lazy gal ;D <3 after recess was english. it was okayy. we had to read the sentences and my row was ULTRA lucky lorhs. the teacher actually wanted everybody in the class to read and she missed my row cuz she jumped here jumped there, as in. erms. she randomed? LOLS. and so she missed my row and so we dunnid to read. ;D <3 haas.
LOLS. you know wad? i miss 1 Respect. :( my class is ultra boring. its ok luh actually but its very difficult to make friends. and my row is like, superduperultra lazy. when teacher ask us to make groups they always like, aiyah, liddat can lerhs. i mean! seriously! i wanna be with people i noe! like yilin~ <3 hahas. then other respectians so fast make good friends. then ;pangseh' me and yilin. :( so sad right? hahas. nevermind. i shant care. oh! and my row got BaiZhiYang larhs. how suay is that? he is like. extreme niangniangqiang. urgh. and i DESPISE him. in fact, i LOATHE him. aiyah. dunno larhs. the degree abit wrong eh? LOLS i mean. seriously. he is like. always putting on FAKE accents. like. china accents, indian(?) accent, etc etc. so stupid. i mean. my accent is not purposely de lorhs. sheesh. haiix. i miss 1 Respect and 6 Faith lots. :( nevermind. kayys. gottogo! ;D see ya in my next post! stay tuned... ...

michelle was here

its the new year alr! im so not excited. LOL
here's to a veryvery belated christmas greeting and new year greeting:
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
LOL. yea. im finishing my hw soon, i think. LOL. yea. my blog has been kinda dead, hasnt it? LOL/ sorry bout that. i'll try to post more often but hen i dunno whether it is possible cuz sch is starting in 2 days time. :(( and my new class doesnt have alot of 1 Respect peps. :( hahas. i'll post my new year resolutions tmr. i tihink. as soon as i can actually. which most probably will not be tmr. hahas. juz stay tuned and u will see my resolution in no time at all. LOL.
ytd i went to watch some harmonica performance cuz my uncle got tickets. then i saw my harmonica jiao lian!!! walao. damn suay. he and my uncle noe each other seh. walao. then they talktalktalk. my uncle 'introduced' me to him. then after the whole thing end my coach say he'll rmb me. WTH! im quite sure he is gonna ask wad i tink bout the performance larhs. ARGH. im so extremely suay. :( haiix. wish me luck. ;D hope he'll forget abt it.  yea. so. im gonna end here yea? goodbye! luv ya!